Hello 2023.
I am back.
2022 almost got cancelled by me myself and I. Until I decided not to let a year be defined by a single unfortunate incident- home burglary.
My apartment was broken into on 30 April 2022. And this home invasion broke me.
The burglars took all my valuables. But thankfully they did not hurt my beloved cat Rudon. I was not home at the time of the accident and hence, by God’s grace, I was unharmed too.
I realized it was easier to be angry than to be sad. I chose neither. Ghosts and regrets keep me on my toes. I choose to stand right back up, and live.
Do I still love Paris? Do I wish I had never relocated to Paris? Do I still want to stay in this city of lights?
Yes and no.
I foresee some changes ahead. Some decisions are going to be painful to execute. Life is a constant process of hellos and goodbyes. It takes unwavering resilience and optimism to carry on. I am so tired, but my pride forbids me from giving up. My friends deem me as a beacon of strength. I am in fact weak and lazy.
I am so lazy that I decide to stop thinking, for now. Just let me float. Until I find a reason to love again.