I miss you already..
其實真的很遺憾，我們聊天的機會不夠。
怪我只顧著功課要不就是拍拖，跟女生在一起的時間少之又少。
朋友常說我重色輕友，真的沒有錯。
在所有留學生當中我確實覺得你最了解我。
有時候我話沒說到盡，你卻已經明白我的意思。
你知道嗎，很多時候我一個人在房間里悶得發慌，
好寂寞，誰都不想見，只想找你傾訴。
可是卻不敢去吵你。
怕邪魔。。
很好笑。
我們比這里的日本人還更日本！
在這認識的日本人很多時候一點遠慮都沒有，嚇死人！
反而我們這唯一兩個外人卻處處怕麻煩別人！
沒機會好好的告別。
昨晚因為看不到你一個人在J的家一直哭！
你要保重。
我一定會去倫敦找你和姐姐！
等我！！
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When I need to calm down.
This is my elixir.
no no no NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
PLEASE go away.
It is useless screaming AT your blog you stupid turkey,
learn to say NO to:
bureaucratic bêtes, shallow imbéciles, ignorant fous, selfish sots.
Do something you stupid fool and stop getting bullied and being taken advantage of
your whole freaking life
WOMAN!
Instead I screamed at an innocent person who was just trying his best to love me.
I’m so sorry I screamed at you J.
I am so sorry I stormed around Ikea and threw boxes at you.(OK just one box and one magazine..)
I am a monster.
And you just stood there loving me.
Je suis vraiment désolée mon coeur..
Tu ne m’en voudras pas?
1D
1W
1L
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When we first met…April 2007 à Tokyo …Placement test 早稲田で！
May 2008 モンジャヤキ on the boat…
December 2008 à Lyon…Brasserie Georges!!
(I still feel awful leaving you alone in Lyon in my prison-cell-room).
お誕生日おめでとう！！！
いつも助けてくれて、応援してくれて、食べさせて、
ありがとう。。
知り合ってからもう２年経った！
文句がいっぱいこと、(過度に)感情に訴えること、私は逆に子供っぽいだな。。
そんなに年上なのに。
You have never once judged me, (except initially when you must have thought I was yet another bimbo actress haha),
even though you are one of the most critical friend I know, (I secretly think you have french blood in you..).
You have never laughed at my silly relationship upheavals and over the top dramatic tears.
Maybe you did laugh, yes you laughed with me.
But you don’t mock me.
Who says one can’t find true friends once one has grown older?
My historical-dinosaur-age-old buddies (see Daniel) will tell you life is terrible with Sharon or simply Sharon is terrible.
But I guess you already know that.
I have very few friends I could call my own, but those few I have..
you guys..
are the crème de la crème.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
MANY MANY MANY MORE MEMORIES WE WILL SHARE!!!
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and all is necessary..
–Voltaire.
This song tears one’s souls apart.
One feels the grief of time passing, fond regrets, lovers’ goodbyes and legacy of pain and loss.
Mais..
“demain il fera jour”..
EXAMS!
5 more papers to go!!!
YOU GO WOMAN!!
後記＞
私たちの考えには大きな距離があるので、もういいや、確かに戻りたくなくなる。
ごめん、軽蔑にも値しない、まるで違う世界の人間のように、もう合わないから。
おまえは唯物論者で、そのうえ、何で失礼なんだ。
嫌い。
それぞれの道に従ってください。
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