i love him!!!!!

THIS SONG BREAKS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This is my song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sung Si Kyung. Your voice is the one playing in the background during this whole exam period.

Would you marry me?

I wear black rim specs too!! And mine is bigger!!

Alright alright..im just kiddin’ cos Kim Jya Yoong will kill me

…ok jya young he will marry you, dun you worry!!!

Thank you enfee, enyi, eunice for translating.

Such a sad sad sad song.


Reveries of the solitary walker.

Rousseau.

You have given me immense hope again.

I read you and I am alive again.

“Everything is finished for me on earth. People can no longer do good or evil to me here. I have nothing more to hope for or to fear in this world; and here I am, tranquil at the bottom of the abyss, a poor unfortunate mortal, but unperturbed, like God himself”.

Certainly these are words of profound pain and intense resignation, yet at the same time, one feels a tremendous sense of peace that gnaws incessantly at one’s heart.

OH NO NO NO. How could I ever return to being who I used to be? I don’t think I even like her anymore. Sorry Sharon, I no longer feel for you the same way I did. I might even have come to despise you, even if it is only a tinge, but I am on the edge, and I fear I will not like what I see, should I see you in this new light. Please forgive me, although I strongly insist that I do not need to apologise for the way I want to live the rest of my life, wretched as it might be, it is still mine to behold. There is no turning back. You will be murdering my soul if you force me to.

And I will hate you, for a very long time.

But your friends. That’s another story altogether.

YOu almost missed your EXAM today if Hyelin has not called and screamed into the earpiece “SHAROOOOOOON

WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!”

PAK HYELIN my dearest korean classmate:I LOVE YOU

YOU TOTALLY SAVED MY LIFE.

Ok your whole academic record would have been ruined if you had stupidly missed this paper STOP GETTING LOST IN YOUR BOOKS I know you are very proud of your mugging but could you please take note of the time too??????

So anyway, 3 more essays, 4 more papers to go.

Goodluck you stupid stupid stupid STUPID GAL.

AND SHUT UP. As Carlos told you to. Are you happy now Carlos?

Still I wanna thank you for all the consoling messages. I am still hurt, angry, disappointed, lost faith..whatever..It is useless wasting one more second on it anymore.

Case not closed but my heart is shut.

YOU!!! I hope you know how much grief you are causing my family. I will never ever understand why. How do you sleep at night?

受傷

I AM SO ANGRY

WHY

WHY

WHY???

“some of us are looking at the stars”

From my all time favourite movie–Cinema Paradiso…

Alfredo: Once upon a time, a king gave a feast. And there came the most beautiful princesses of the realm. Now, a soldier, who was standing guard, saw the king’s daughter go by. She was the most beautiful one, and he immediately fell in love with her. But what could a poor soldier do when it came to the daughter of the king? Well, finally, one day, he managed to meet her, and he told her that he could no longer live without her. The princess was so impressed by his strong feelings that she said to the soldier: “If you can wait 100 days and 100 nights under my balcony, then at the end of it, I shall be yours.” Damn! The soldier immediately went there and waited one day. And two days. And ten. And then twenty. And every evening, the princess looked out of her window, but he never moved. During rain, during wind, during snow, he was always there. The bird shat on his head, and the bees stung him, but he didn’t budge. After ninety nights, he had become all dried up, all white, and the tears streamed from his eyes. He couldn’t hold them back. He no longer had the strength to sleep. All that time, the princess watched him. And on the 99th night, the soldier stood up, took his chair, and went away.

Toto: [later in the film, Toto gives Alfredo his interpretation] …In one more night, the princess would have been his. But she also could not possibly have kept her promise. And it would have been terrible. He would have died. This way, however, at least for 99 days, he was living under the illusion that she was there, waiting for him.

Alfredo: Do as the soldier, Toto. Go away.

strange dear..

but true… dear

when i’m close to you dear

the stars fill the sky

so in love with you am I.

==

Cole Porter,

you have written one of the most romantic serenade ever.

And

Félicitations!! My Dearest One,

Brussels awaits you.

Go fight for Europe!

あと六週間。。

星を輝かせるために存在している闇。。

やっぱり、疲れます。

疲れますよ。

ある夏の夜、渋谷の Times Square で走っていました。

ここまでやってきたなあ。

素直になって、幸せになるよ

笑ってね。

本当にお世話になりました。

東京

大好き。


.take care of yourself.


“Half broken, half whole

you begin again.”

JW.

obama’s nomination speech

“….Change is a foreign policy that doesn’t begin and end with a war that should’ve never been authorized and never been waged. I won’t stand here and pretend that there are many good options left in Iraq, but what’s not an option is leaving our troops in that country for the next hundred years – especially at a time when our military is overstretched, our nation is isolated, and nearly every other threat to America is being ignored.

We must be as careful getting out of Iraq as we were careless getting in - but start leaving we must. It’s time for Iraqis to take responsibility for their future. It’s time to rebuild our military and give our veterans the care they need and the benefits they deserve when they come home. It’s time to refocus our efforts on al Qaeda’s leadership and Afghanistan, and rally the world against the common threats of the 21st century – terrorism and nuclear weapons; climate change and poverty; genocide and disease. That’s what change is.

Change is realizing that meeting today’s threats requires not just our firepower, but the power of our diplomacy – tough, direct diplomacy where the President of the United States isn’t afraid to let any petty dictator know where America stands and what we stand for. We must once again have the courage and conviction to lead the free world. That is the legacy of Roosevelt, and Truman, and Kennedy. That’s what the American people want. That’s what change is.

…..America, this is our moment. This is our time. Our time to turn the page on the policies of the past. Our time to bring new energy and new ideas to the challenges we face. Our time to offer a new direction for the country we love.

The journey will be difficult. The road will be long. I face this challenge with profound humility, and knowledge of my own limitations. But I also face it with limitless faith in the capacity of the American people. Because if we are willing to work for it, and fight for it, and believe in it, then I am absolutely certain that generations from now, we will be able to look back and tell our children that this was the moment when we began to provide care for the sick and good jobs to the jobless; this was the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal; this was the moment when we ended a war and secured our nation and restored our image as the last, best hope on Earth. This was the moment – this was the time – when we came together to remake this great nation so that it may always reflect our very best selves, and our highest ideals.

Thank you, God Bless you, and may God Bless the United States of America.”

Dominic you are right, it did send patriotic shivers down my spine.

Bon anniversaire mon ami.

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生日快樂。

我們真的長大了。

流下了多少眼淚,我們還是熬過去了。

很想再此和你站在舞台上,記得黃城夜韻謝幕時哭得死去活來那副鬼樣子嗎?

18歲的我們總愛哭。

在會所,在 playground,在 alvin 家,在我家,在 pigeon hole..

被冤枉的時候,Shiroi-noir 得冠軍的時候,失戀的時候,談心的時候,吵架 “xx扭扭烏節路“ 的時候。。

但是18歲的我們,雖然沒錢,50cents 一盤 canteen 的 nasi lemak 也吃得好開心。

在會所一群朋友彈 guitar 吃杯杯面 不睡覺聊一整夜。

好簡單的幸福。

從提著 snoopy bag 的你,

從頭髮也懶得梳的我。

Look at us now.

We are still here.

我還是喜歡唱,唱那首我們的歌。

“華初 我們的華初 華初 華初

兼負重任 百年樹人

我要唱一首黃城的歌 一首永遠的歌

唱出我們的光明前程

唱出華初的精神。。。“

¡HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM PRAWN PRAWN!

爱,就是这样。

“Dearest Sharon

I wrote this thinking about you in a sunny afternoon of Automn, hoping you would accept the honor…

A.”

quoique tu ne crois pas en ce mot..

mais

Je t’aime mon chéri.

Je veux oublier mais je ne peux pas.

Je tu manque.

C’est comme ça.