Bah Kwa-ception

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This too shall pass.

I flew back to Paris. I dived back in time.
All that was needed to be done, and then there was more.

You reflected that I had gotten better. It was not all that bad, no?
No it was not. Nothing was all that traumatic.
Bidding farewell. Losing. Falling. Hurting.

I close my eyes. I don’t think. I drift.

If someone searches for me, I am still here.
The part of me that stays true, at least.

私を自由にしてお願い。

God?

Please, let me go.

I am prisoner number 1079000.

Sinon, permettez-moi d’aller au paradis.
Parce que la personne que je suis ici,  je n’aime pas du tout.

“…bien sûr si tu meurs, je serai très triste, mais je sais que Dieu, il t’emmenera à un endroit beaucoup plus tranquille…”
—–Mum.

Oh ma mère, tu m’as émue.

花葉兩不相見 ,生生相錯
情不為因果
緣注定生死

。。。

¨si gravis brevis, si longus levis¨

Hey you:
It’s been the best August of my 36 years.
Coming back to Singapore hasn’t been easy. Things have moved into transition and I could not help but feel intense disenchantment. Many of you are fully aware of this and I thank you with all my heart for your patience.
Yet, my birthday month of August had been FABULICIOUS.

Thank you for all your messages, the dinner parties, the music, the company, the love.
My time here is short, but I have no doubt it will be a blast.
Love, Me.

In A Heartbeat.

Hello Singapore, I am home.

NDP 2011 Official Website:

http://www.ndp.org.sg/#/about/faces-of-ndp/sharon-au/

http://www.ndp.org.sg

人生って、そんなもんか。

夢を見てるように

その日が来るなど

夢を守るために、死ぬわけにはいかない

何の言葉も見つけられなかったわ。

Thank you Felicia!

La boulangère extraordinaire Felicia Khoo www.muffinsareuglycupcakes.wordpress.com made the most wonderful cake for Daniel.

Danny Bunny’s favourite dessert when he was YOUNG AND YOUNGER— Crème Brulée.

He said “OMG most original cake ever!!!” and

” My birthday cake has got style. Loads of style!!”

Too PERFECT a cake and Elaine was so reluctant to cut it.

Oooooh là là Felicia, you should have seen all their faces when the cake was unveiled.  Inoubliable!! Can you promise me you will bake forever! You are such a genius!

So I just wanna say MERCI BEAUCOUP and BON CHANCE to your new life in Paris ma belle!

Bisou.

Read your fate.


“What is a course of history or philosophy, or poetry, no matter how well selected, or the best society, or the most admirable routine of life,

compared with the discipline of looking always at what is to be seen?

Will you be a reader, a student merely, or a seer?

Read your fate,

see what is before you,

and walk on into futurity”.

–Thoreau

Graduation.

March 26th 2011

 


 

 

さらば、早稲田

では、行ってきます

必ず、戻るから

“You will either step forward into growth, or step back into safety”

I am still in a state of shock and confusion, but at least I am safe and sound.

Thank you for all your messages.

I will write more when all is calm and settled, but for now I am at a loss for words.

 

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